AND SHE WEPT (By Abiola OlaOluwa)
AND
SHE WEPT
By: Abiola Abidemi Olaoluwa
AND SHE WEPT
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AKNOWLEGEMENT
All honour and adoration is giving to my;
I AM THAT I AM for The beautiful gift he bestow on me. All I have to say is
thank you lord for this great opportunity.
To my parent; Mr. and Mrs. Olaogun you
have really given a good path to follow, your words are like honeycomb it had
gone ahead me into the future and it really serve as Greece to my elbow, strength
to my prowess. I say God bless you Dad.
My sincere appreciation goes to my
In-law; Elder and Deaconess Olutunbi for their prayers and words of hope for me
and my family. I pray God bless you with long life.
When I close my eyes, an operation was
done on the side of my womb and when I opened my eyes, I realize I have found a
treasure from my womb and she is call my woman. Esther Olaoluwa my Queen and my
Joy. Thank you for always been there for me.
Pastor Toba Osuloye, you’ve been so precious, to me
you have never looked down on me, each time I run like a rabbit to you for
help. Your words were so valuable; it’s a light to my path. Thank you so much
sir.
DEDICATION
This book is dedicated to all ladies who had made one
form of mistakes and have been able to
overcome.
THE DOG AND THE BONE
Be shameful oh! Naked Dog
Be calm oh! You bone
What good have you?
Why your product so cheap?
And your honour dishonoured
Cos’ you are honoured
Amidst the horror
Thorns tore your clothes
In pieces you locomote
Yet you are not peaceful
Blood streams down
Your Plastic surgery face
But you gladly wipe away the sweat
You masticate bones
And your teeth gets soared
Be shameful oh! Naked Dog
Cos’ your night is in eyes
You are toothless
For you are nude
Is this part of your product?
Oh! Shameless dog
Stop advertising your ruin.
Abiola Olaoluwa
(c)2006
PROLOGUE
Her legs were drifting backward forcing the centre
table out of its position, she guarded her body as she held his two stubborn
hands that were about forcing their ways through her waist. She hummed like a
baby but the message was cleared enough to be understood by him but he
pretended. Thousands of things rushed through her mind under that seconds as
she played back her Mum’s warning one after the other;
‘…in any case sex is worth waiting for and its pride
lies in the family, so, do not allow any man to steal your glory away. Men
respect their wives if met as a virgin, no matter how corrupted the man may be.
My dear daughter if you start it, you may not finish well, because it will
cause you a lot of Havoc and challenges in life….’
‘Come on baby’ he pleaded
‘If I started it, i may not finish well, because it
will cost me a lot of Havoc and challenges in life’ she reiterated the lines of
her mother.
‘Said by who?’
‘My mother of course’
‘That was when you were a baby but now you are already
a grown up girl, come on, don’t subject your destiny to that kind of archaic
one’ he bamboozled her intellect.
Looking up at the rolling ceiling-Fan as if solutions were
written on its blades, she was truly disorganised and not knowing what to say
any more. He seemed very astute; he had every answer to every issues. He looked
at her and just felt like kissing her, romancing, or even raping her. She
thought as much of him, she drifted back to an old cushion chair and her
father’s advice flashed through her mind;
‘Comfort listen to me as I speak in a plain
language about sex,.if sex becomes an habit
before marriage it quickly destroys both health and spirits; you become feeble
in body and mind, and often ends in a lunatic asylum. Not only that, you will
live with things you can never change, damage from previous mistakes, being brought
into your future marriage and setting you up for future mistakes. God’s
solution to avoiding these consequences is simple; you have to avoid sexual
temptation the same way you would a hand grenade. Think of the consequences
before you act and you will save yourself’.
“ No! I can’t do this,
it’s too early”. She thought.
He had waited for her
understanding but it seemed that there was no green light. He stood and moved
closer to her.
‘ You don’t seem to know
how much I love you, and the only way you can show me how deeply you love me
too is by giving me assess to your body. I need you badly baby. He held her
closer now but she swallowed a spit as her mind was about flying out of her.
She felt an unusual sensation in her body system and felt good about it. She then
had a mix feeling.
Still holding on to her
waist…
CHAPTER1
People moved to
and fro the street without any serious greeting; the houses were well aligned
in a row on the left and right. The two lanes were tarred except for some
potholes that dented the image of the street. The gutters were well channelled
on both sides of the street. Number 18 of the street was a house erected
between a two storey buildings, the paints on the wall of the house was already
in pains. The faded paints grinned at distance, establishing the age of the
house.
The house had
only two flats and one boycotter, the landlord’s apartment was at the front. It
was Saturday morning; clappings and spiritual songs were coming out from the
house. Others consciously, unconsciously join them singing while they kept away
from them doing their home works at their different places.
Mr Akinnola and
family had really showed to be a good Christian in the environment and
everybody respected them for that. They were family of four, three boys and a
girl named Comfort. They
were all taught how to live a moral and godly life, most especially Comfort.
She was the only female child; her mother loved her so much; she could do
anything and everything for her satisfaction. Being the last born, her elder
brothers dared not touch her for any reason; otherwise they would face the fury
of their mother. She also received a lot of care from her father. Most times
her father would have to pet her on bed (at night) before she slept, she was
such a cosseted child.
The Akinola's family was a family endowed with the talent of
singing. Most times, when the family observed her morning devotion, it was
always like 'heaven on earth' you’d almost think that a group of angels were
singing in their apartment. Comfort with a good soprano voice, also had the
ability to part others when singing, and this gave their songs wonderful
melodies. The Akinola's family was known for their talents in Church, in this
wise, they were referred to as 'The Akinola's Band'. Mr Akinola was one of the
leading pastors in one of the most popular churches in town. Comfort, though a good singer, would never
show up among the choir in the church yet frequently she performed duets with
one of her brothers, while the others also played the keyboard and drum set.
They were such a blessing to the Church.
Comfort was indeed a
brilliant girl who would not for any reasons see herself being a second class
in any matter pertaining to academics, she was too inquisitive, she wants to
know everything about anything that seemed too complicating for her to
comprehend. Whenever comfort woke up in the morning and say she had a dream
everybody in the family would definitely pay attention to her. Her father calls
her Josephine because of her ‘dream gift’. She was always the first in her
class during her primary school days and she was also appointed as the Senior
Head Girl in her primary school. Though she looked very stunning in her tender
age she never had the idea of posing as older girls in her shoes would do.
When she completed her
primary school her mother was very thrilled seeing her only female child coming
of age as a mature girl. Her father did not like the idea of sending her on
errands and he wanted her to be the best among her peers and to achieve that
she needed to, so he decided to put her in the boarding School. This, he believed would enable her to be focus
more on her education without any form of interference from anybody.
This idea did not go well
with her mother, she wanted to be seeing her only daughter around.
‘Honey try to understand the
advantages of sending comfort to boarding school, it will strengthen her and
boost her moral for education’ he explain persuasively.
‘But she can also learn
effectively at home, after all, her brothers are schooling here, why her? must
she school elsewhere? The only girl!’ she retorted angrily.
‘Okay let us try the
boarding school for her JSS classes only and...’
‘And what? She interrupted
sharply.
She knew her husband was not
easily convinced, he will make sure his decision prevailed over any other decision.
Her wife gave up the arguments and left with a word while pacing toward the
direction of the sitting room
‘you will always do your
wish, why disturbing me?’
‘dear! dear! Are you living
me here?’ he asked in pretence. ‘Women are hard to confuse, i know what is best
for my daughter’ he thought aloud.
The 3 storey buildings of
the school were erected one after the other and a big hall for presentation and
other memorable events stood at the down side of the school. The rectangular
field was imbedded in the centre of the school. The school was well decorated,
a sculpture of a student was moulded at the entrance of the school and the
brown paint on the buildings was accompanied with cream paint that made them
perfectly designed. At the side of the wall was this artistic design of student
library and laboratory. Some students were playing under the mangoes trees,
some sat on the branches of a quaver, it was their brake time. Comfort stood on
the balcony of jss1 building looking at the surrounding of the school.
Having been admitted into Olumo College; one
of the top boarding schools in the country, she was very happy and ready to do
anything to make her parents proud of her. She was very studious and hardly
kept friends. She believed keeping friends might distract her from her vision.
Some of her classmates were jealous of her, some desired her to be their friend
and many attempts were made by them, but Comfort preferred being seen in the
library after class than to loiter around with ‘friends’. After some months,
her presence was recognised within her colleagues. She answered almost every question
in the class and this caused her a lot beefing in the class.
'She is just too
proud, I don’t like her'; ‘she feels like she owns the whole knowledge in the
world’: such were
the kind of remarks made by some of her colleagues about her in school.
On the other hand, Hannah
was known to be a big girl and she had her entourage that moved together with her
in the school and outside the school. But unfortunately, after two years Hannah
was brought to Comfort's room and she became her bunk mate. She always hissed
at her any time she saw her reading:
“Efiko, Prof.
Wole Soyinka’s last born, you better wake up and stop disturbing your days of
enjoyment.” As she said this, she would hiss and sleeps off.
Hannah had been a corrupt
girl right from her primary school days. She learned these acts from her mother
who had several man friends after divorcing her husband. Her mother used to
send her to some of her ‘men customers’.
At 13 years old she was deflowered by one of her mother's concubines.
She couldn’t tell her mother anything but she bitterly sobbed right inside her.
She knew her mother didn’t live a normal life and she had affected her life
with the kind of life she’d chosen to live. Since then her orientation changed
and she played the game along with her mother simultaneously.
One day her mother thought
it wise, that it would not be good enough for her daughter to play along with
her in the ‘men business’. So, she decided to send Hannah to boarding school.
She withdrew her immediately from the day secondary school she was going. But unknown to her, her decision was a
belated one. She’d gone to nap while she set her roofs ablaze. Hannah had been
into the game already!
She was admitted into Olumo
College where she spread her wings like never before: as she went in with some
male teachers, she likewise engaged some senior boys in the School. She could
do anything to achieve her aims. In fact, she was a devil’s incarnate. She’d
been keeping boyfriends right from her primary school level and she did sleep
with men who were old enough to be her father. But because of how degenerated the society
looked, the men involved considered their evil acts as fun.
So Hannah had fun with them
all around town while she was still in boarding school. Whenever she’d an
appointment with any of her ‘customers’, she made her way through the school
fence. Outside the school, she pulled off her school uniform and put on her
house wears that suited the outing. At times, she and others jumped the fence
in group.
Hannah had been looking for
a way to initiate Comfort into their group because of her beauty but Comfort
would not pay any attention to her for a second but Hannah didn’t relent, she
would always preach the evil gospel of immoralities to her. She had been the
demonic angel against Comfort's life. She would say in her usual manner:
“What will you sum as
experience throughout your days in secondary school, if
you don't join your colleagues in what they are doing as best?”
“And what are the best
things my colleagues do?” Comfort would reply. “Party? Abscond from school to party through the
fence? Having affair with the senior boys or rubbing shoulders with lust you
called love with some teachers or going out …?”
“Ah ah, enough of all these, Comfort!' Hannah retorted. “Omo your own too much o; what have I said that brought about all these
sort of debate? Na wa o.”
One fateful day, the sun was
about travelling to the west, the cloud looked very much brighter, and the
activities of the students were very loud and lively. Some set of junior boys
were playing football, some hung under the mango tree chatting, some SS
students were running round the field. The female students engaged in brain
storming games – it seemed it was their Club's day. Comfort was found in a hall
listening attentively to a debate presentation by some SS 2 students on a
rehearsal ground, though she was one of the selected students from the junior
class but she was scared as she sat on a locker, thinking of what to say during
her own presentation when she was called upon. Hannah and other JSS 3 students
knew fully well that Comfort wouldn’t fail them.
She’d carefully watched the
dramatisation techniques adopted by one of the senior boys called Felix.
Although she liked his method of presentation but never wished to imitate
anybody but to be herself. The condition of her thinking did not last long, her
name echoed in her hearing.
“Now we call on a representative
from the JSS level, Comfort Akinola! Is she here?” he asked. Comfort walked
through the podium while a lot of her colleagues gave birth to a round of
applause. She tried to gather herself even as she moved forward so as to build
some qualities of bravado.
She started and during the
course of her presentation, many students were being convinced by the method
she adopted and this amongst many things made Felix develop interest in making
friend with Comfort. Felix replayed Comfort's line of introduction. “... Before I symbolise my symbolism
symbol.’ “This is wonderful, JSS 3 student!’ .He gazed at her for a while.
“How can I approach this girl? ” He promised himself to never let her go
un-approached. Suddenly a round of applause interrupted his thoughts. Then he
focused on Comfort's conclusion so as for him to know the best among all the
representative students. ...last but not
the least, doctor in the latin word means TEACHER but anyway, different calling
for different people. The day we respect teachers as well as doctors are the
day we’ve taken a step forward as a society. Doctors do a great thing for
humanity, and so do teacher. Doctors do a great thing for humanity, and so do
teachers. Doctors have great responsibility, and so do teachers. We want the
best teachers for ourselves and our children. In my opinion, both of these
great service professions are equal in honourability. But as to the pay,
average is around 50k for a Teacher, and 150k for a Doctor. So, a Doctor is
respected (with pay) 3 times as much as a Teacher. Then again, they also work
longer hours, get sued regularly, and have patients die on them regularly. So, in
my own opinion , Doctor is better than Teacher. Thank you
A round of applause
accompanied her steps as she was coming down from the podium. The coordinator
chuckled while he read from his papers. “Out of four representatives from SS classes,
one is qualified for the debate competition and the person is Felix
Garvey.” All the senior students gave
whistles to that effect as the coordinator read further. “Also out of four representatives from the
JSS classes, one also qualified and the person is Comfort Akinola.” The JSS
students rejoiced and shouted as well.
At this time Felix knew
fully well that this should be the avenue for him to approach Comfort. Comfort
was also happy for Felix. ‘So, there is a tendency for us to meet.’ She thought
as they were moving out of the hall one after the other. Felix and Comfort's
eyes became one. She endeavoured to adjust and go her way, but Felix
successfully stopped her.
‘Comfort! Comfort!’ He called. She stopped. “Congratulations for being
part of the school representatives in the coming debates”
She held out her hand. “Oh! Thanks and same to you,” She replied with a
faint smile
“Oh it's my pleasure to have a conversation with the school queen and to
even...”
“No! No! No!” She interrupted him.
“I won't accept that from you. I guess this is not the right time to do
all these; not until we win the competition for the glory of our school. Because
it’s not over, until it’s over”
“Okay you've spoken well but I thought it...”
She interrupted him again. “It's
like I have a class to attend, see you some other time.” She walked away leaving Felix staring after
her.
Felix was not bothered at all. “I think she’s got guts” he smiled.
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